Remnants of My Happy Heart

your words as warming as the fire on a cold winter day from my heart they spread to the very tips of my fingers the feel of your hand upon mine when the tears streak my face it comforts me most in this time when i am fragile and prone to crumble you picked up my pieces glued me back together thank you, friend.

leader, peasant, and knight unite as one to win the fight of nations past, present, and to come peasants and knights rebel fire fills the world, for undesirable war rages on a leader without prudence is the monster of ignorance fate, chance, and destiny are given much to be done, no much to try, nada for the leader is, was, and will forever be the spitting image of its people four years pass, and again it occurs you did it america on your accord four more years, try again.

the hue of his skin the cause of our fight the radiance of it you're racist against the light the spectrum is full of these beautiful colors yet you chose one the one of your own skin my life is my own you may control me now the smallest aspects of my life but i follow the path of love the winding path i follow has led me places i'd never known heartbreak, pain, pleasure, love it has made me who i am i landed on his love his brilliance and affection the choice wasn't mine the die had been rolled i follow the path it guides me on my journey yet you refuse to see him in all his gloriousness Racists. your own fucking  skin tone poisons humanity kills the innocent and preys on the weak your skin tone defiles the world and encourages that which is impure your'e white just as i am yet you poison the purest of love he's black but he loves me more than you could ever.

i hoped to see a day of great peace in the world my name means hope, they say but creatively swirled i hope to hear my name ring from the mouths of many in hopes of fame and nothing will become any hope has become begotten let this phrase ring Esperanza Forgotten.

what is it that i crave more and more each day each moment is it the electricity that spreads through every single cell of my body is it the chill that runs from his fingers along my skin is it the warmth that the looming gaze brings to my cheeks and then flushes across my skin what is this craving i can't get enough this unshakable desire for him only one option remains it encompasses all else brings clarity to this want for him love as pure as the sheep in a pack of wolves disguised love as pure as the summer rain after a long period of drought it's his love i crave it most more each day and more each moment i desire his love for now until forever or, at least, until i reach my grave.

my friend is queer but do i really care something so dear but not even a hair queer is okay hatred is not how do you feel when you're being haught i love my best friend quirks or not she is my dear  which will never be forgot.

his tender hands which touch me tingles slip down my spine his kisses upon my bare skin goose bumps forming his brown eyes which look through me into the depths of my soul his hair which i stroke brings feelings which i have forgot his love which fills me brings me joy in this dark place.

you're it. you're the first step to the rest of my life but it's not a typical step i'm not going to step on you and pass you and never look back i'm bringing the step with me you're the breath of oxygen i need right before i go underwater and you're the one that pulls me up if i drown you're the stone foundation i'm meant to grow around and build myself from you're the new chapter but the best one in the book your'e it. you're the moon and all of her stars as they light up the night but you're also the sun encouraging everything in your reach to flourish and thrive i finally understand the love songs why they were written the force behind those words how wonderful life is, now you're in the world you're it. i love you and want you to be the one i end my days with i had already thought that but now i have no doubts in my mind this is it. you're it. you're the prince coming to rescue the

i love you anywhere i love you everywhere i love you here i love you there i love you up i love you down i love you all the way around i love you here i love you now hugs and kisses from head to toe please never leave because i love you so unconditional.

his gentle kisses gentle and sweet from my lips to my feet his tender love loves me sweet his eyes glimmer that sweet old gleam and i know exactly what it means HE loves me he loves ME he LOVES me.

his brown eyes with a hint of night they melt right through to my core warm me from my toes and give me life those gorgeous brown eyes feed my love the twinkle they get is stuck in my mind my brown eyed man the love of my life.

oh, how i love the things you do the way you talk the way you move the words you say  and the tone you say in only add to my love for you.

i turned on my side and i thought i smelled you i opened my eyes as i came to you were not here but what did i smell flower for me, i couldn't tell i looked at the card, the signature had said, forever and always, my love you will be you were gone, but here your heart rests in my hand i'll love you forever, and always you'll be the love of my live, my eternity.

my thoughts manifestations of worry and doubt my actions an attempt to prevent disaster my love undying like the oceans tide please stay, lover like the skin on my bones like the air surrounding us with life like the sensations beneath my fingertips as i caress your skin please stay, lover stay despite my flaws.

we were high then the world around began to rumble are we all about to die everything near began to crumble the humans here and the humans there suddenly there was a flash the world seemed to lose its air and suddenly the world we knew began to crash this world we know has come to an end in all its glory and fame all we needed was a simple friend god even told us it was no joke or game and now as we lay in ruin wondering what we could do the devil surely has come to.

there once was a man named david or dave one day his mother had died his mother had said he wouldn't behave and david did nothing but cry he began to become recluse as his late mother would say a screw of his had come loose on that very dreadful day no more was david a nice, friendly man or a human at the most but instead a monster, joining a deathly clan turning people his mother knew into toast david the violent, the crazy and mad hid in the alleys in the street of New no one could know the thoughts he had as he shot himself right on cue david, the man in the alley, my friend drove himself to a crazy, definite end.

all this time you wasted staring at my wrists didn't you think to look farther my shoulders, thighs, stomach, and calves you should have looked closer at those scars that i had knives and razors blood and gore never ever ignore a girl with scarred wrists.

my life is filled with worries and care for someone i hold dearly his lips upon mine, soft and inviting remind me i am loved but why why do i deserve this undying affection or his physical manifestation of love i don't deserve it he's perfect, beyond my reach yet he loves me i feel it deep down in my bones its beat rapid, flutters just under my chest heart it breathes with emotion confused and in love i love him so much i burns deep down in the put of my stomach but i don't deserve him.

underneath that starlit sky are many men awaiting a lie hatred is here and love is surreal the broken and souls can never heal your heart is cold and your eyes shine red you are bent, not broken put that thought in your head. i am bent not broken or dead but i lent my heart to someone who said "i hate you my darling" with that lie in my head i joined the broken the scarred and the dead.