Remnants of My Happy Heart

i hoped to see a day of great peace in the world my name means hope, they say but creatively swirled i hope to hear my name ring from the mouths of many in hopes of fame and nothing will become any hope has become begotten let this phrase ring Esperanza Forgotten.

my thoughts manifestations of worry and doubt my actions an attempt to prevent disaster my love undying like the oceans tide please stay, lover like the skin on my bones like the air surrounding us with life like the sensations beneath my fingertips as i caress your skin please stay, lover stay despite my flaws.

my life is filled with worries and care for someone i hold dearly his lips upon mine, soft and inviting remind me i am loved but why why do i deserve this undying affection or his physical manifestation of love i don't deserve it he's perfect, beyond my reach yet he loves me i feel it deep down in my bones its beat rapid, flutters just under my chest heart it breathes with emotion confused and in love i love him so much i burns deep down in the put of my stomach but i don't deserve him.

my empty words filled with hate anxious and depressed keeps me waiting heart thumping mind racing where's the time gone knowledge of his care his love and kind heart yet i doubt his undying affection he loves me i know it but i still can't believe it.