Remnants of My Happy Heart

the hue of his skin the cause of our fight the radiance of it you're racist against the light the spectrum is full of these beautiful colors yet you chose one the one of your own skin my life is my own you may control me now the smallest aspects of my life but i follow the path of love the winding path i follow has led me places i'd never known heartbreak, pain, pleasure, love it has made me who i am i landed on his love his brilliance and affection the choice wasn't mine the die had been rolled i follow the path it guides me on my journey yet you refuse to see him in all his gloriousness Racists. your own fucking  skin tone poisons humanity kills the innocent and preys on the weak your skin tone defiles the world and encourages that which is impure your'e white just as i am yet you poison the purest of love he's black but he loves me more than you could ever.

his tender hands which touch me tingles slip down my spine his kisses upon my bare skin goose bumps forming his brown eyes which look through me into the depths of my soul his hair which i stroke brings feelings which i have forgot his love which fills me brings me joy in this dark place.

you're it. you're the first step to the rest of my life but it's not a typical step i'm not going to step on you and pass you and never look back i'm bringing the step with me you're the breath of oxygen i need right before i go underwater and you're the one that pulls me up if i drown you're the stone foundation i'm meant to grow around and build myself from you're the new chapter but the best one in the book your'e it. you're the moon and all of her stars as they light up the night but you're also the sun encouraging everything in your reach to flourish and thrive i finally understand the love songs why they were written the force behind those words how wonderful life is, now you're in the world you're it. i love you and want you to be the one i end my days with i had already thought that but now i have no doubts in my mind this is it. you're it. you're the prince coming to rescue the...

i love you anywhere i love you everywhere i love you here i love you there i love you up i love you down i love you all the way around i love you here i love you now hugs and kisses from head to toe please never leave because i love you so unconditional.

my empty words filled with hate anxious and depressed keeps me waiting heart thumping mind racing where's the time gone knowledge of his care his love and kind heart yet i doubt his undying affection he loves me i know it but i still can't believe it.