Disbelief

my empty words
filled with hate

anxious and depressed
keeps me waiting

heart thumping
mind racing

where's the time gone

knowledge of his care
his love and kind heart

yet i doubt
his undying affection

he loves me
i know it

but i still can't believe it.

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